Sometimes there is so much bullshit in the world that it takes a force of nature to move

But forces come in waves

And energy takes time to accumulate

And in those moments of waiting

What is one supposed to do

What can I do

What can you do

What will happen in the end

Where am I when the shit hits the fan

I'm at work

I'm smoking a cigarette

I'm unable to provide for you

My emotional unavailability is killing you

But I'm trying