Thoughts...

What do you do when you don't know what to do? Pleasing everyone is hard. I wanna make them happy, but I also want to make them happy. If they find out I am dead, and If I leave then he will be hurt. Not saying I am doing anything at the moment. But I am trying to play both sides and I don't know what to do. I have this voice in my head saying to do this and the other voice is saying do that.

Romans 7: 15-20

15 I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. 16 And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. 17 As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me. 18 For I know that good itself does not dwell in me, that is, in my sinful nature.[a] For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. 19 For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing. 20 Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.

With that being my answer, I have to decide..