I apologize in advance. Because maybe it will be years, but I will leave. Or maybe it won’t be. Maybe I’ll leave tomorrow. Because I don’t believe in the continuity of things and anything that’s good was meant to end. I’ll end. We will end. This thing that we built here? This empire of dreams and hopes and connections? It will crumble and I will be the cause.

But put that out of your mind. Be with me now, and we can do more than just seize the day. We will prey upon time and suck the living marrow out of every moment until the hour is used, and then we will move onto the next one and that is how we will live until you are worn down and used up. And that’s when I will leave. But don’t think of that, now. It will only eat you up faster.

It’s pointless to think about the future. Use up the now in a way that leaves no future to think about. Drown yourself in the reality and don’t come up for air. You only think you need it. Whatever you do, don’t slow down for breath. Don’t save yourself. What is there to save yourself for?

I am an entity of the past and of the now, so don’t expect me to remain in the moments approaching. I could snap out of being any moment, so fast you would think you imagined me. Maybe you did. That doesn’t matter. What matters is that right now, in this moment, you are alive and living.