G.O.D.
My Will was strong but also wrong,
Just an Ego fraught with unrighteous power-
I’m waiving my white flag now,
And learning how to surrender.
My hands are up since I know I messed up,
I am learning to ignore all those devilish whispers taunting my soul.
I’m turning it over to something greater than myself,
Because I cannot make decisions right now.
I was forging a path through a forest of lies,
To get out and seek help all I needed to do was look up-
I’m finally learning how to leave my shadow behind,
So I can truly move forward without my past weighing heavy.
I tried to fit my foot in a shoe that didn’t fit,
I’m no Cinderella so why did I ever want to play pretend?
I’ve learned to be comfortable walking naked and barefoot
Because I have Faith that I’ll be dressed by purpose in due time.
I’ve surrendered to understand the meaning of life,
I’ve surrendered because I’m tired of pretending I’m alright.
I’ve surrendered to see what else is out there,
I’ve surrendered so I can truly give.
I’ve surrendered because I know it’s for the greater good-
Collective Consciousness I Trust you will lead the way.
I’m only praying for things to turn out as they’re meant to be-
I don’t ask for or want anything anymore,
I am just a fish in your kaleidoscope wave part of a whole.
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