Heal thyself

Doctor!

What is wrong with me?

I feel like I'm dying

I feel like I'm lying

I feel like I'm trying

There must be a cancer deep in my bones

Doctor!

Cure me

Heal me

Love me

I mean, I didn't mean to say that...

Doctor!

Do I smell of death?

Dying dreams?

Rotten memories?

I feel so very lonely

Doctor!

Why do your hands feel so cold?

Why do you turn away from me so?

Doctor?

It's only now so close

I see your eyes are galaxy white

Like my nightmares

No oxygen

No light

No stars

Doctor...

I bid good day now

You cannot help me

In fact I feel quite fine

For the first time

In a long time

Doctor

There's nothing wrong with me

This cancer I felt

Was yours

Did you know you cannot see?

Doctor

Heal theyself

And join me