Part One

I am dead.

Kill point for landing in water is 130 feet and the distance I have here, between the cliff and the Blue Whale river is 100 feet. I'm desperately hoping this gap is enough for a quick death.

Tear stains my red cheeks, eyes bloodshot. My long, unruly, brown hair covers my face when I look down at the smiley drawn on the left wrist. Looking up, I close my eyes and stretch my lips to form a smile. I jump.

I am not dead.