When? Modified version of @brownini When?

When did I...

When’d I...

When’d I become me?

When’d I become this demon I see?

This apparition in the shattered-mirrored screen

Nightmares invading peaceful dreams

A monsterous compilation spinning constertnation-terror-screams

Amongst the dusty webs a tarantula creeps with care

When’d I become this force that make even witches weak with fear?

When’d I become what demons boast

And now occupy & host?

When’d I become what I used to dread most?

When’d I succumb...?

So willingly giving up my life & god-damned ghost?

Unholy creator spawned-leaping from the abyss

This creation of words lurking amidst deep cyber-mist

When’d decay appeal as ever-loving daisies?

When’d wiggling maggots drive me so ecstaticaly fuckin’ crazy?

When’d wails lamenting transmit like symphonies in empty opera halls?

When’d I desire exposure from de-socketed eyes littering floors?

When’d autumn turn death into a soul?

Coagulating warm blood

With October rain that falls...

When’d I crave hopeless whimpers & hear ’em as nature’s delicious call?

When’d I fancy girls as so many headless dolls?

When’d I shed my skin & adorn my wicked reaper skull?

Unholy babtism-in darkness I so anoint

All cacophony that once marked my transitional turning point

Now blurred by my victims’ deafening-endless echoes

That when is now!

I shall savagely reap whatever it is I sow

Spirit of gravity...forever attracting me...

To the firey core below...