I Shouldn’t Exist.

You say that us meeting was simply a mistake.

Well so was I.

A mistake my dad tried to avoid.

Beating my mom when she was pregnant

And me when I was born.

If us meeting was simply a mistake, then I shouldnt exist.

Because you.. yes you.. you're the reason i'm alive.

If we never met I would be dead.

But dont get me mistaken, keeping me alive isnt all you're good at.

Theres a reason why you saved my life.

Through Angelina

Through Amber

You were always there.

I love you for it, and so much more.

I wish we weren't like this right now, because its really fucking me up.

But I understand you dont wanna lose yourself.

Im sorry.