Chaos Cravings

I crave the chaos,

Lust for it.

I am an addict,

of this

I am sure.

Leave me!

Fire me!

Brake me!

Punish me!

Hit me!

Hurt me!

Try...

I dare you!

There is nothing you could do to me!

And you wouldn't even try!

But maybe, I want you to!

So that I can feel alive!

But it wouldn't matter:

I need nothing

Feel nothing

you just

remind me.