Quit Breaking My Heart

"You always say I like another girl. No, Amber, I don't. I don't like another girl, I like you."

"You stare at her though. You make her laugh and you flirt with her..."

"So what? You want me to not make her happy? Is that it?"

"No! You can make people happy, you're good at that. But if making someone happy looks like hardcore flirting to a stranger, than no. Don't make that person happy."

"You're telling me what to do."

"What? No. I..."

"What Amber? What?"

"I want to be special to you. I want -"

"You are special to me."

"...Just me Jay. Just me."

"..."

*tears trickling down cheeks* "You know what? Fine. Fine. Go ahead a flirt with any girl you want. Make every girl feel special, and let every single girl find out she's not the only one."

"Amber-"

"No girl is going to like it. They're all going to hate you."

"Do you hate me, Amber?"

*pause* "I never thought it was possible to hate you, Jay. But now I'm learning that it is."

"Amber... I..."

"Jay, I... I really, really like you. It's just so hard to fight for you when you don't care if you're fought for or not."

"You're still here, though."

"I'll talk to you sometime, Jay. Just... I can't do this anymore."

"Amber, you're not..."

"I don't know, Jay. I just... I should go now."

"Amber..."

"I love you, Jay. I love you and I care more about you than any of those other girls. You aren't in love yet Jay, but when you are, and the girl doesn't love you, you'll understand, Jay. You'll understand then."

But I do love her. I do. I just don't know how to tell her... I thought she knew. I thought she could tell. I love her. And now I lost her.