I-Thou
I sit
In a coffee-house
As I so often do,
Alone,
But never
Left alone
Sitting anonymously
In the warming crowd
Disappearing
In a favorite
Stuffed oversized
Chair
As if hiding
In a peaceful
Winter cloud.
I peer
Outward
Smiling
Inwardly
With my
Body tingling
In restful
Relaxation.
A man
At a small table
Sits by himself
Next to chilly
Drafty glass,
Struggling not
To cry.
Tears
Escape his eyes
As his head
Trembles,
Just a bit,
And he takes
Off his glasses,
Coughing,
Feigning,
Quite convincingly,
A cold
Or allergies
And for a few
Ephemeral seconds
I feel
What it is like
To be him –
To be
Left alone
And so,
For a moment,
I, too,
Shake
As if some kind
Of spiritual
Power surge
Flows through me,
And then,
So quickly
I am back,
Floating in peace
On the wheels
Of Cuban music.
The man coughs
Again,
This time
Even more convincingly,
But there is
Nothing to say –
Nothing to console
As I don’t
Know him
And can’t
Sustain
His hell.
I pray.
Once again
I feel the man’s
Palpitating heart
And I spiritually
Touch him
Bathing him
In pink promising light.
Now he is “OK,”
Touching his
Expertly
Styled hair
And gets lost
In turning
Newspaper pages.
For now,
He has hidden
Depression’s emptiness
And maybe,
Just maybe,
God answers prayers.