Not Enough

As I look at you, I realise how lucky I am right now.

I see how you are basically perfect.

Not only have you got the looks and are attractive but you got the personality to match as well.

I, on the other side, couldn't be uglier with my plain looks that could match the pavement.

Me, that am annoying, stupid and boring as fuck.

Just as pathetic.

Inside and out.

They say that opposites attract but this isn't fair for you.

You deserve someone like you.

Someone who's beautiful inside and out.

One day, you are going to wake up and look at what I see in the mirror everyday.

You'll see myself the way I look at me and go.

You'll see that you can do better than me or good for that matter.

You are going to realise that I'm not worth and leave.

I'll be hurt but I won't be surprised.

Because I'll be waiting ready for the day that happens.

One day, you are going to meet someone better than me.

Someone good.

Because I'm a bad person.

You are going to break my heart.

It will be easy for you to move on.

I will move on but it'll take longer.

You'll find someone who will make you happy.

Someone who will be good for you.

Someone as perfect and you.

And it won't be me.

And I'll be okay with that because you'll be happy.

And when you do, you'll be happy that you are no longer with me.

You'll realise that I was a mistake.

And you will learn from me.

I'll be gone and you'll forget about me.

And it will be okay.

Because you deserve everything good.

One day, you'll think of me and be grateful for the time you spent with me.

I'll be left there but you'll be whole.

And that will be enough, for the both of us.

You are going to look at her and know the difference between good and bad.