Time Machine

If I had a time machine that I could only use once, I suppose I'd use it to go the future to get another time machine. No, I'm only joking. I think my real answer, some of you may consider selfish. When I was first presented with this question I thought this is easy. Then I quickly became torn. I lived a long life and I've had a lot of regrets. The one that haunts me most of all is "the one that got away." Then I thought but wait, I can go back, take out Hitler and save the Jewish people. So which do I pick? I spent my whole life wondering what if. What if we met a year, a month even a week sooner? What if I just kissed her? Would she have met him? Would she have left him before the wedding rings became handcuffs? So many questions. There's too many questions. Even if I traveled back to stop Hitler I wouldn't stop much else. There were other dictators. Besides which horrific event do I pick to stop. There's always going to be hate and violence. At least while we are here on this Earth. Here comes the part where you all may start to think I'm a selfish jerk. I'd pick to go back and meet her again. It's been the highlight of my life. I don't know my tactic though. Go back and do what? Maybe just show up sooner? Do I tell her I'm from the future? Maybe I'll just go to the time we first met and grab her and kiss her? Would that change anything? More what ifs. What would be scarier? The what ifs, or if I did what we both say could have been different and you still don't love me?