Blinding Reverie
Saw you outside my window, the same beautiful face I look at to get me going through out the day. You radiate beauty in all forms and you are breathtaking. I remembered one morning, woke up and saw you across the street. You tripped because you were attacked by fluffy dogs and your clumsiness and excitement over seeing them got the best of you. And I thought to myself that you were the cutest person I have ever seen in my entire life and I would do anything in my power to make you mine. I asked you out, you said yes. And just like that you were mine.
Months have passed and I'm still in love with you as you are to me. There were never really dull moments when we were together and I was so sure you were the person that I was going to end up with. I love it when you're clumsy, I love it when you take polaroids of me asleep with saliva dripping out my mouth, I love it when you surprise me with the little things, I love it when you pick up random flowers we pass by, I love it when it's you. I'm so blessed to be stuck with you. You don't know how much you turned my life around, all the roses have meaning now, and every meaningless place we went to had memories. This is it, this is it. The highlight of my life, the day I've waited for, it has finally arrived and it's all thanks to you.
A year has passed and I can no longer feel you there, was it something that I've done? What happened to the polaroids? What happened to the flowers? What happened to the you I've met? What happened to us? What were you afraid of? Was there something that happened? If ever the love you gave wasn't for me, I wish I stopped assuming. But you made it so difficult for me not to believe it because you made it look so genuine. But I'm glad you're happy now, despite the shattered memories, despite not being able to go back to the places where we had left memories of, despite not being with you anymore. At least there was a moment in my life when you were mine, and if that's all you'll ever be, I'm priviliged to have lived that life.