A lost woman’s pledge to the flower

You lost it the moment there it was but it's gone come on there it was you had it you fucking had it and now it has disappeared behind a veil of lies again the dishonesty the shame the cruelty the vanity the impetuous ego sucking out the moment dimming the lights cutting your ombilical cord and your line of survival there it goes you may never see it again and you may never never never ever see it again do you understand that life is the dancer but you are so far from the planet you need to do something before you can't come back to reality and resist resist resist you are an anarchist of shitty thoughts even if you are utterly insignificant

stop

moaning.