Tomorrow

I'm afraid of tomorrow. Afraid of what the day will bring as the sun rises again. Afraid of the choices I'll be forced to make as society dictates whether I'm right or wrong.

I'm terrified of how you and everyone else will see me after I choose to slide down instead of go up with a ladder that they will provide. I'm more than terrified of all the eyes that watch my every step waiting to see if I'll trip and cause the glasses I built and carry to shatter.

In one word. I'm a coward with no hope for tomorrow, according to society's standards but I know that by the time the sun sets I will be fine as I get ready for another day of Rollercoaster.