Control

Everyday I see you

Everyday I want you

Everyday I need you

I feel empty

I begin to shake

I am nothing without you

Why can’t I tell you?

Why am I so afraid?

Why do I just watch from the sidelines?

Someday I’ll do it

Someday I’ll tell you

Someday this urge will win

But that day isn’t today

Today I have control

I hope I lose it soon