la trompette honteuse
In my fourth-chair trumpet~
in particular, that moment in time;
like a walking fauteuil à bascule,
ill fitting and out of line.
Raised hips in sudden scurry,
they all turned to watch me go;
in pity upon their faces~ slavishly,
I admired their snobbish glows.
Yet, I detained my eyes from wandering
towards their stares, along the row.
Glad for sounds of dining glasses
and the doors that open and close.
Entombing me, in a barrage of clinking
a bang heard~ I truly welcomed the sounds;
preserving me, against indignity,
while all the Garçons made their rounds.
Still, the words I left in tow that night
were always meant to be.
And, if you were there in that particular moment,
you would have had to agree.
But~ be that as it may,
hands still stay in my pocket,
head tilted in a downward climb;
the words still echoing like a Libretto,
in its final melodic chime.