Hate

Nothing can stop this pain I feel anymore. I cant spend one night without crying, because im not worth being here. My self worth is fading...

I dont like my body, my face my mind, my everything... and I just dont feel like living anymore. I cant take this pain I feel anymore, but why? I made it this far without loving myself...

Is it because i now hate myself? I dont know. And probably dont know till my grave, whether that may be years or weeks from now...