Creep

You don't get to lie & get away with it

You don't get to hold my heart & play with it

You said I should've moved on knowing that you weren't alright

But at the time, I loved you, so I did put up a fight

I've thought of ways to kill you, but I know you wish to die

I've considered ways to hurt you, make you relapse, get you high

The darkest thoughts that one could have evoked inside of me

You've opened up my closet doors & let the beast roam free

And I'm enjoying it

And I'm employing it

It's satisfying

It's fortifying

I let you inside to see my fear

I let you inside with false revere

I wrote my feelings down onto a crumpled piece of paper

The meaning of the words I bleed will soon begin to taper

You wrap your hands around my throat to watch the life displace

The final frame before the fade is of your angel face

Whatever makes you happy, whatever you want

You're so fucking special & so fucking nonchalant

And your enjoying it

And your employing it

It's satisfying

It's fortifying