Swimming

I have tried for most of my life to 'fit in', and until recently I didn't.

It wasn't until I stopped trying to be one of the herd, that I became so. I am not considered by others to be an outcast, but deep in my psyche I know that I am.

Does that make me a bad person?

No, it makes me the same as everybody else; a fish swimming against the current and wishing above all else that the boundary of my life could be a little further away.

Do I ask too much?