Everything is made up. All our complicated narrative in which we've got this or that to do, is just a way for us to make sense of things. We are completely and absolutely irrelevant. There's no need for anyone, and therefore everyone can do whatever they wish with themselves. If you truly feel that much pressure, stop. Do something else. Feel different. If you don't like where you're going change the way. Walk in the right direction and let the journey guide you. Don't think about fucking "I need to be here by this time or that..." that's bullshit. Just walk wherever you wish to go. Every step gets you closer. If this is not what you want do something else.

You don't like who you are? Be someone else! Be whoever the fuck you want.

Carryin your past with you is a choice we make, but if it's more of a burden than it is an instrument to enjoy your identity, then fuck it. Be, live, move, breathe, and just... fly man.