Venting

I just want everything to be alright

If it could be that'd be sublime

But I know life doesn't work like that

trust me

- - -

mother hates me

grandmother dead

ex-boyfriend destroyed my innocence

so I try and tried to cut it all away

escape the endless cycle of eternally grey

but nothing seemed to let me go

anxiety coming through the windows

- - -

and in the end it never mattered

nothing ever really mattered

nothing will matter

just dawn the mask over your eyes

your smile is the best disguise