my life

This is all I have.

My life.

It is the one thing I own

And can never be taken.

It is rightfully mine

and with it

I rule myself alone.

I can think of the options

But I will always come first

And the consequences may hurt

But I will always do what I want

For me

For my life

That I deserve.

I’ll do what I can

To escape what i don’t prefer

And i know that it’s selfish

And childish

And lazy

But this is my life

And I will accept the consequences

Of the actions I choose

And do as I please.

I know it’s unfair

But I’ve had enough

And I’m tired

Of trying to keep up

with lives that

just

aren't

mine.

I may be a disappointment

But this is my life

And i think i can bear

Being called that.