Unwelcome
I’ve been thinking a lot
About what you did to me that night
The act that you partook in
The act you made me a part of
The act that could have taken a part of me
That could have created another part in me
I’ve been thinking a lot
About how remorseless you were
How you held me in your arms
As I grappled with what you had done
To me
Not with me
As if I had left my body for a time
And returned to a new dimension
One where I could not trust you
As I had believed mere minutes before
I’ve been thinking a lot
About the terror I feel at seeing you again
At seeing your name pop up on my phone
At hearing stories of what you’ve been up to
How your life has continued
Stories from people who have no idea
You tried to take a piece of me with you
But I will not allow it
As I told you that night
You are not welcome to any part of me