Anxiety
1) The feeling where you stay up at night, stare at your ceiling, ask yourself an infinite number of quesitons, then sit there and debate on whether or not you actually want to know the asnwer
2) The feeling where you wonder who truly cares about you and who is just using you; you wonder about who is there for you and who is so desperateely waiting for you to fail
3) The feeling where you feel like you’re not good enough, that you need to be this, this, and this to be successful and liked; you crave for the attention you know you can’t have
4) The feeling where you get frusterated because it’s physically impossible to be 100% happy; you want someone to vent to but no one will understand you
5) The feeling where you question your value, your worth, your pride, yourself everything
And you think. Overthink. All night.
And all you’re left with is you, yourself, and a very dark place.