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Sometimes I think but all the time I know

Sometimes I think I've lived for too long

Sometimes I think I'm exhausted

I'm done

Sometimes I think I've lost it

I'm undone

Sometimes I think I'll never make it to the big time

Sometimes I doubt that I have what it takes

I fear that my racing horses won't make it out the gates

Sometimes I bet against myself

I eat shitty food

I do things that are bad for my health

Sometimes I'm at war with an enemy I can't see

Until I go to the mirror and look at him with a desperate plea

I tell him I'm not done

I tell him I'm fearless

I tell him to fuck off

I tell him whose year this is

Sometimes I think that I've lived for too long

Then I sing all of my favorite songs

With more passion

With more fire

With more action

With more desire

I fan my flame and cheer myself on

I know that life is long

I'm coming along

And when I'm tired I take a short break

I go inward

I go upward

No more mistakes

Sometimes I think that I've lived for too long

But I know the truth

I live forever

I'm right where I belong