I’m Still Alive

Writing hasn't been easy

I've been struggling with certain things

Putting words to my feelings

truly has been a challenge

Although I have been struggling

there is also some good come out of it

But good that I cannot speak of

for I am not sure any longer

I apologize for my absence

please don't think I've left

I'm still here

I'm still weird

I still want to write

But I just don't feel right.