Y’know, I don’t think

I’ve ever been as heartbroken

As I was that day.

When you said, “Stay away.”

I don’t think

I’ve ever felt as numb

As I did that night.

When I wished for height.

Shit, I guess I think

I love you still.

I really shouldn’t.

But I couldn’t...

Imagine life without you, I think

It would hurt more if I did.

Hurt more than the words

You assured

Me you’d never say.

What am I?

Some prize to be bought?

I guess that’s what you thought

When you threw me away.

I wished you would stay.

I feel lost without you.

Do you feel that too?