Where do you go when you can’t fix you?

"I am not satisfied with a C on monetary policy". That's okay, I will just study more next time and fix it. "I don't like this color on my hair". That's fine, I'll dye it my natural color next time. "I had a huge fight with my best friend. We are not on speaking terms right now". It's not a big deal, I'll just reach out to her first and clear things out. "I'm having a strong headache today". I'll just take a pill and hopefully it will go away. But what do you do when there is no hope left? What do you do when there's something in your life that cannot be fixed? It's something that you have no control over. But it exists. And you're left with being...stuck. Stuck in a place you don't want to be in but it's just that you don't really have a choice. There's no pill, word or will that could change that. All you have is your own hauntingly painful thoughts. And yes, it's too late now to hear what your friends have to say. Like it's not enough that you have to bear your own pity and now even worse, you'll see it in their eyes. They won't ever say it. But you see it. You can feel it. And you're just not sure how much longer you can carry that feeling.