I drown sometimes, not knowing how I got there. I just end up falling in to the water and I end up just lying there drowning doing nothing. I think “move your arms and legs you stupid bitch” get yourself out of here. U need to breath and see the light. But I can’t. I like drowning. But I want to breathe too. There are a lot of people to save me. To pull me out but they don’t seem to be around right now when I need them when what I’ve been talking about all this time finally comes true. But it’s okay. I’m okay. Ill drown. I’ll get out. Ill finally move my legs and get out. It’s okay.