Questions

What if no one ever falls in love with me?

What if all love is conditional?

What if I am alone forever?

All I want is confidence in that I can trust someone.

I want to be able to go home every day

And know someone loves me more than anyone else.

It scares me that things can change so quickly.

One day, someone can be such a big part of your life,

And the next, they’re gone.

It’s like you never knew each other.

It’s like neither of you ever cared.

I’ve been told time and time again that people don’t change.

How can this be true?

How is it that people I used to hate I now love

If I’ve never changed?

How is it that so many people have left me behind

If no one ever changes?

Is every “I love you” I’ve ever heard been a lie?

What if no one could ever love me

Once they get to know me?

What if I’m always the problem?

What if I’m the one keeping myself from happiness?

I hate questions that no one can answer.

I hate lies.

I’m afraid of love.

I’m afraid of being left behind.

I'm afraid of all the "what if's."

I’m afraid of everything I don’t know.

Questions scare me the most.

I’m too afraid to ask the ones that matter most.

I’m too afraid to answer the ones that hurt most.

All I want is answers,

But it’s all I will never have.