Hulking out!

I am calm

I am composed I can do this, I can do this

It starts out that way

As I navigate through the storm of emotions

Masked with smiles and laughter

and heavy, deep, calming breaths

Accompanied with surges when provoked

but I am breathing, I am breathing

Frantically searching for a way

A way to make the green guy go night night

I can feel the alter ego is ready to play

twinkle, twinkle

In the silence, a rapid possession

to hell with this...

Then like a volcano, mad eruptions

Fists to wall, fists to floor, fists to surface

As I envision total destruction of all that sorrounds

My mind tabulates, the afforded the casualties

Or is sometimes silenced with thoughtless action

In a flash, the floor is flooded, the bed's mess

And something is surely broken

Slowly I awaken, bruised or with bleeding knucles

And I sit there, enjoying the moment of carthasis

As I sink back into reality