Moving past unhealthy relationships

I want us to move forward, but I am honestly afraid to even ask

Both of us seem to be stuck in our own delusions, with a catalyst of our past

Neither of us are perfect and we need to face our faults

But you have hurt more than everyone, and I won’t back down from what I need

I can’t let people abuse me anymore, no matter who they are

And maybe someday we will be able to bring up our past again, but for now I have to leave it behind