A Pill for My Brother

I take another,

for my brother is gone, and gone he is.

As time moves on,

I can’t go from, the world that I am in.

The purple cows,

they seem to vow, that they will keep me safe.

But from now on,

and until dawn, blood orange taste will stay.

I feel my eyes,

that’s no surprise, they’re bleeding with the pain.

A starved rock is me,

but in no flock I see, I will not dare to fly.

Angel falls,

right down my walls, a disgrace.

I want to die.