Life?

Ever felt like something is missing in life? Like you can't breathe unless you find that something. And the thing is that, you know you're the only one who can find it, no matter how much help you get.

Have you ever felt like in your everyday life you're suffocating but holding on to that last sip of air that is sometimes struggling to achieve.

Ever wanted to end the suffering of the suffocating?

Ever just ran to your room and thought everyday thoughts? Thought about your crushes, your mistakes, your fears, and your accomplishments.

How about if you just end your life? Finish off all the suffering.

I sit up on my bed and look around. I have the abilities to do so. I got up ans walked over to my window, being on the 3rd floor could be fatal, just land correctly. I stared out the window and saw my mom leaned against her car just deep in thought. I got up and ran down to her.

I look at how she bought a bunch of stuff and decided to take some in. I took a bag and smile at my mom when she looks at me confused.

But then again, aren't we all wanting to be someone else, in our own way?

Maybe life is worth living a bit.