Confused (6.10.18)

What did I do wrong?

Why wasn't I enough for him?

Why did I let my walls down?

Why was I stupid enough

To think I was the one for him?

I sit here writing,

Scoffing,

Listening to music,

Crying (in my head),

And just lying to myself.

In physical pain,

Physically sick,

And emotionally drained.

From everything between

Us. And you two.

I never should

Have believed you.

Or listened to my

Heart. It hurt

Too much.