I miss him a lot.

His laugh,

His smile,

His stupid jokes.

How safe he made me feel when

We were together.

The 13 hour conversation we had...

That was the closest I got...

To waking up next to him.

I wish I could go back and change it.

Change getting sent to my moms.

Change an attempt that only caused

More sorrow and hardship.

I wish I could go back to him.