This hell inside
Hate boils in my blood
Which sizzles and pops like molten lava
But this hate is not only for them
It’s also mine to choke under
For I am the problem
The person who started this all
I did this to myself
I wish so much, that I could time travel
Back to that day
But unfortunately
Life doesn’t hold that power in hand
I have lost control
Days, Months, Years, of bundled stress, fury and angst
Explode from my soul as an erupting volcano
Smoldering fire spews from my lips
My hands are not mine anymore
My mind is absent
I feel lifeless but more alive than ever
My eyes burn like coals, putrid smoke protrudes from my charcoaled skull
I try to call for help, but my voice is gone
My tongue is swallowed in a molten crust
Who am I anymore?
I cannot undo what is done
I cannot escape from Hell