Eraseable
Delete me erase me
Turn me back into that static
That never creased past your mind
Dissolve me into goo blur the lines of time until all the lights vanishes
So there’s none of me left
we were a passing in time no no no excuse me ......More like the satellites that passes through the earth’s hemispheres
It will be another century before our paths cross again you were a lesson
I will never forget a hollow spot in my heart that I’ll ambitiously try to deny that sorrow in the pit of my stomach that eats and snarls with a lot of backlash until it’s recognized
I tried hard to be that source on a higher plain a choice of the love you needed a connoisseur more or less a metaphorical plug to the gate way of love in your guarded little corner of the world I wanted to
show you I was that missing piece so you tugged and I pulled back like a game of tug-of-war there was screaming shouting matches
tears fears doors slamming
but I never learned those steps I could never keep the tempo
I was always off beat your tune
was way to complicated
I simply couldn’t be what you needed
07/25/18. Mya