Epistemophobia
Apprehension. Detailed attention;
You wake in the morning, but have no thoughts;
An assemblage of dark grey in the mind, fraught
Moonlight conversations prove worthy at two a.m;
Gentle spills from the faucet of ghost words;
And at any other time you would sound absurd
Now listen. Holy contention;
Glorification of omissions and clandestine information;
My mind now holds various notations
Demons run rampant under what used to be comforting twinkles;
More then meets the eye is a charcoal soul;
In the years we’ve been separate, you lack self control
Forbear from attack. A shrewd coward, you lack;
Drunken shrugs and hollow bellied laughs;
The crack of dawn brings me back my class
Beauty beholds many objects, however it just dropped one;
I vividly remember that night, while you remember none
Golden drops illuminate my well fixed facade;
You dropped a concealment, I lost some trust;
Stuck in an endless game of revealed cat and mouse, I readjust