These New Eyes

I thought I had lost hope in humanity.

People kept on telling me lies, twisting my trust.

So, I determined that the person who said humans are inherantly selfish, was a selfish person themselves.

That was, until today.

Finally, I found one person that isn‘t selfish, greedy, or mean.

So now I’m happy to be unsure of what I think and believe.

Perhaps, humans weren’t made to be selfish, jealous, and angry.

Maybe we were all made clean and pure, until we started corrupting ourselves.

And what if, the kind and pure people of this earth are what humanity was supposed to be before the horrors of the earth touched our eyes.

All these years I’ve been searching for answers.

Does faith really steer my life?

Who would I be without my demons?

I’ve spent days and nights thinking and searching, looking for a reason of self belonging and understanding.

And I’ve finally found one; it’s litteraly been infront of me.

So yes I sill have these questions, and never in a million years will I get my answers.

But I now know something else.

Now, I’m going to rebuild my life on a new foundation.

I’ll go to the same places, but with these new eyes.