Inevitable

I am

Another perfect mistake

In a broken world

I’ll grow up to be like everyone else

Which means

Someday I’ll hurt you

And whatever we didn’t have

Will become just a distant memory

Waiting to be forgotten

I will carry your secrets

Until I meet your hellishly low standards

And tell somebody

I’ll find an indirect way

To directly ruin your life

And mess with your head

All from the background

While playing a main role

Someday

I’m going to leave you

And look back on it

As the greatest flaw

In my master plan

I’m going to increase

Your fears

Make you

Feel pain

And break a promise I so desperately wanted to keep

I’ll give you the overused

empty

it’s not you it’s me

Either way we’ll both blame each other

Right now we can still say

we’re nothing

But I need to say

I’m sorry

For all the future

Damage I will

Cause

And incase I never say it

I love you