10/18...

Two days now one away/other than the clock striking 12, much it doesn't change/you had already changed and I wasn't the same/didn't expect perfect it was ever gonna stay/still too soon to try and persuade/that the memories have had time enough to fade/not when years feel like months, and months feel like days/just the feelings that continue to decay/don't know what more you want me to say/already told you well done, you got me, well played/even tho to me it was never considered a game/can always claim we could've had it made/that thinking now is far, far, far too late/felt as tho a planned escape/not knowing yet you had already strayed/so much time away I would waste, too large an amount to count as the years and tears are all long gone down the drain/I mean if that's your frame of mind, fine, but mine, is to find, the positive and leave it to rest where together we chose to be laid/in peace meant to remain/I know mine I've fully attained/found closure on my own despite attempts to reach out in vain/promised to accept it if the day ever came/ that we had our time but couldn't fight fate/the friendship lost the final promise you decided to break/there are no resentments as forgiveness long ago to you I gave/mine to give yours to take/don't worry about me tho I'm okay/I recognize my purpose is great/no room in my heart for hate/I'm good I've found my place/hope one day soon you reach an equal state/wish you happiness love and grace/still believe in soul mates/ bittersweet it can be as sometimes you gotta lose it to know how love truly tastes...

10/18