stay strong

All 14 years of my life I have tried my best to be me. I’ve tried my best not to care what people think, and to not believe what they say because if I do I’ll change myself. I’ve been hurt by friends and people and some I didn’t even know. Some did it to just not care about others.

These things and these people and what they say have caused me to have anxiety. The constant thought that I’m not good enough for anyone. That I can’t be loved by someone. I didn’t know I had it till it got worse. It’s hard to control but I have to learn to deal with it and be me.

There’s this one person that never gives up on me that helps me with all my anxiety. He’s my boyfriend he’s the one that loves me when I forget to love myself. The one that helps me feel better about myself. He’s the one that will give me a kiss on my hand and tell me it’s all okay and I don’t need to listen to the people Because If I listen to them or it will make anxiety worse and I’ll believe them.

Sometimes people will make fun of anxiety cause they don’t know what it’s like to have It. they think the best way to deal with it is to laugh. You have to explain to people sometimes they still won’t get it. But you have to stay strong you have to be the best you can. Always remember no matter what they say you are your beautiful self inside and out, and remember when it gets hard just think of your happy place.