I wonder

Like Halloween is this question

brings about fear for some and cheer for others

Some love to ponder and wonder why

Some despise the word why,

brings about too many questions

questions they can’t answer

I however is among those who love to ponder,

I question it every so often

And I used to know,

my kid self would say I wanted to share ideas with the world

Bring about peace

happiness

But then I grew,

grew from my childish ideas of wanting to be hero

Not everyone gets to be a hero

And I am a coward

Cowards don’t get to be heros

Now I don’t know, I don’t even know who I am anymore

So I wonder, why am I here...