Before I Sleep

You know that moment, about ten minutes before you fall asleep? When you run through a bunch of scenarios. The "What if this happened in real life?" things. That is the place I call home. If I went through all of my made up scenarios it would take a hot minute. All the guys I had crushes on, all the made up people, the new friends. Before I sleep I always remember one, same situation. I really don't know why, but it just comes up. It's about a guy who would never really like me. In the scenario, I see him talking to me. Being friends with me and eventually, loving me. The strange thing is, is that it's the same guy. The one who is completely out of my league. The one I'd never be with...