Is it Love

Maybe I will just keep driving to somewhere you're not

going to continue to play with my emotions of roller coaster rides that you take me on each and every week of the year fifty two times I've said I can't do this anymore until death we part ways of life

so much strife enduring and maturing to a beautiful woman that has her sh*t together

it's whether or not you're down all the ways I had to pay for your sins

unhinged to the point of no return my yes to no I change my minds eye told me to wait it out

there is no doubt that I love you but to what extent is my love and to what length

do I continue to endure your hurts of pain I am sore to the touch; you can't soothe it

I can't prove my love to you as you question my motives and intentions to deceive

you not only distrust me but you refuse to trust the love that I have so freely given to you

under false pretenses thinking I was getting the dream that I had every night of the week

end it now or continue with the lies beside me tickling my fancy but hurting my heart

its so easy to say what you would have done but its not easy to actually carry it out

side of the rim of dignity is no longer present in our relationships sink everyday no matter how strong they think they are.