Don’t ask

Don't ask me

Why I think like this

Why I am this way

Why I shut you out

Why I isolate myself

Because I don't know

I don't have the answers

My brain is messed up

My thoughts are not logical

My whole being is damaged

My actions don't make sense

My heart is broken

My motivations are unclear

My soul is destroyed

My habits are irrational

I don't know

I don't have the answers

Don't ask me

What I need

What I want

How you can help

How you can make me feel better

How you can change

Because I do know

But I won't tell you

Because it is what you can't give me

Because it is what you won't give me

My needs are unrealistic

No one could meet them

My wants are too much to ask for

Because I hope for the impossible

You can't easily make me feel better

No one would truly even want to try

You would have to change a lot

Because my standards are too high

I do know

But I won't tell you

You don't deserve

To be forced to give that much

To be forced to sacrifice so much

You don't deserve that burden

And I don't deserve

To force you to give that much

To force you to sacrifice so much

I don't deserve anything

So don't bother to ask

Because I won't tell you

Please just don't ask