I’m so sorry Mama...

I'm so sorry Mama

I said something wrong.

I really didnt mean it

You just misunderstood, thats all.

A little while ago

I said I was hurting.

You were offended that I thought

You wouldn't understand.

You got mad, but you stayed,

You let me explain.

But then what I needed

Was a hug from my Mama.

I shouldve said, I know.

Now we're here,

Behind closed doors I'm still crying,

Afraid to say something wrong.

You say I've become

Too sensitve,

A little emotional,

But maybe I'm hurting that's why.

Have you forgotten?

Cuz you havn't asked how I'm doing

Ever since that dark night.

I'm so sorry Mama,

That I'm acting this way.

I'm scared and afraid,

Just trying to stay sane.

I know you love me,

I love you too,

But I'm terrified of speaking,

Speaking the truth.

It's exhausing and draining,

But I'm trying to be brave.

I don't want to hurt you,

And for that,

I'm so sorry Mama.